So.. I was thinking to myself last night while waking up during the middle of the night, and it just got the best of me. I really wish I had the same effort that I put into relationships or into people I had no business putting effort into the same way I did when it came to my education… Looking at some of the people that I had classes with over the years fulfilling their dream into becoming nurses by being in the program , it just makes me feel a tad regretful and sad.. It just feels like I’m starting all over and also makes me feel as if I will never jump into a career until I’m in my late 20’s. It just makes me feel .. I don’t even have a word for it . . Just wish I would of made better choices..