Ashley Renee'

I feel so.. I don’t even know the words to really express myself honestly, I feel like crying ever single second of the day. I don’t have the desire to do anything, to love anything more or less care about anything. I never intended on this situation to end up this far.. I never thought I was sleeping next to someone that I didn’t know the whole entire time. Like really who were you this whole time ?.. I’m still remembering that day when I confronted you, the look on your face will never leave my mind… You literally scarred me, I don’t even want to emotionally care about anyone for a really long time, I don’t have the desire to do anything, I know I keep repeating myself but its the honest truth. I really feel like god has given up on me.. I just want to be alone